I hardly ever go on this site anymore... Actually I think I forgot to sign off last time I was on...
And it makes me sad, because then I don't get to talk to you guys.
I hate not talking to you guys.

my email is tmxynz@yahoo.com
but I don't check that as often as I check my myspace.
[link]
send me a friend request or something.
because when I do go online, I check my myspace and then get off. Or just sit at that site for a while.

Mmmm. So I'll fill you guys in, then I'm off to reply and read your journals.

So school started a couple weeks ago. And I must say... taking advanced classes was nooot a smart idea. Essay. First day of School. Not cool.

I've joined the yearbook staff, and a volunteer group. And while volunteering last week at Quarry Quest... I aquired... A HARD HAT (plastic or not, it's a hard hat)

Nicole and Anna have been annoying eachother and I'm stuck in the middle.
Also not cool.
Especially because I sympathize on both sides.

Then this past week was homecoming. That was interesting...
Screamed my lungs out at the football game Friday night. Not because I knew what was going on. Fuck. I don't know anything about football. But because the fact was that I could scream.
We slaughtered the other team 49 to 7.
They surrendered before the 4th quarter.

Then afterwards at the bonfire, we rough-housed in the feild. Which included, tackling, spinning eachother, and dog-piles.

Me and Nicole were put on the injured list. After Anna tackled me my lip bled, and sometime after I twisted my knee/ankle a little.
And Nicole was at the bottom of the pile... nuff said.

Then last night was the dance.
Aside from being in a dress, it was fun.
Last weekend when we were at Nicole's boyfriend (Dylan)'s house playing a game of Magic, we managed to talk Zak [[link]
he's the kid in the red. <3] into coming with us, after kicking my ass a couple times. Even though he vowed never to go to any dances.
And then he said he wasn't going to dance. At all.
So he was my escort thing I guess.
Anna went with our pal Jake. (Who really really really likes her, but she doesnt... poor guy)

So we get to the dance, play mariocart while everyone shows up. Then chill out on the dance floor for a bit, until a slow dance [which lasted for a couple songs] comes on.
And guess what happens...
Yeah. Zak danced. With me.
Though the whole time we were talking about little kids being addicted to heroine m&m.
But whatever.

We, being Dylan, Nicole, Zak, and I, were on our own most of the night. Mostly because... well Anna doesn't like Zak and vs. vrsa.

But it was fun. And I got a couple more dances with Zak, after he accused me of being 'bonkers', because I was raving out to that Cascada song.

So Tori's a happy camper. :hearts:

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so i was tagged a little while back.

1. Do you like animals?
Yes, I do.

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Sorta. But I didn't know it was him and we don't talk anymore.

3. Are you athletic?
Pshh. No.

4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc ?
Average, I'd like to say.

5. How much do you weigh?
If you must know... 135lbs

6. What's your height?
5'3.5"

7. Shoe size?
8-10

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
Tomboyish. Not into the sport thing, but the video games and comfy clothes rule.

9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish?
N/A.

10. How old are you?
15

11. When's your birthday?
Apr. 29, 1991.

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
Yeah.

13. Are you sociable?
Psh. Yeah. As long as I like the people.

14. Do you have many friends?
Yeah, but only a few of them are close.

15. What's your race?
Caucasian.

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
Sure. But I don't call people. I have an issue with it.
Like "what if they're not home?" or "what if they don't want to talk". So I just don't.

17. Are you single or taken?
Single but crushing really really bad.

18. Do you eat meat?
Yeah. But rarely.

19. Are you paranoid?
Nah.

20. Do you read a lot?
Yeah, started to do that a lot more over the summer.
I've been fascinated by vampire and witch related things.

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
Duh. Alternitive, Rock, Hard Rock, some Metal, and a few Pop/Hip Hop songs.

22. Do you play any instruments?
I used to play the clarinet.

23. How long have you been drawing?
I don't know. I remember in Kindergarden my teacher used to scold me for never going anywhere else but the art station and not interacting with the other kids... I was a shy child.

24.What’s the meaning of life?
Live. Laugh. Love.
Cliche, I know. But I really don't want to think that deep right now.

25. Now tag four of your friends! They MUST take this quiz and post it in their journal!

Pshh. I dunno.
Do this if you want to.

I don't like new deviantart. When I try to respond to comments there is no "Enter" or "Send" button.

I mean how the hell am I supposed to reply now?



I mean seriously!!!! Grrrr.

blahh.

So I went to the Renassaince Faire down by Milwaukee a few days ago. It was mighty fun.
This is going to be long, so skip ahead if you want to.

It was Anna, her parents, Nicole, and I.
We stopped at Hardees for breakfast, seeing as we had to get up at 7:00 am. *cringe* and doodled all over a comment card. We were going to leave it there, but Anna grabbed it last minute.

Sang songs and played the Alphabet game the rest of the way there.
Did I mention I was in a skirt? Yeah. Anna forced me to. It was long, and white. Nicole got to wear pants. Damn her. Though I did get used to it later on, after making it knee length with some rather clever tucking techniques so I could run.

So we got there, Anna's parents payed, and we walked around for about 10 minutes looking at the shops. Anna bought something sparkly. And Nicole asked a guy if he was hot, y'know, considering he was walking around in full body leather armor. And he responded "Only when I'm standing next to beatuiful young ladies". Nicole ran away.

Went and found Anna's Parents. And then rode an ELEPHANT! Though I may remind you all that I was wearing a skirt [and so was Anna] and there was a guy helping you get on and off. Getting on was no problem but the guy seriously enjoyed helping us off a little too much.

Then there was this petting zoo. It had goats, chickies, goose, a bull, a pig, a donkey, a ring-tailed lemur, and a zebra! That zebra was pimping compared to the rest of the animals. Lol!
Saved a goat from eating a cup. That's right, we're the next Wonder Women.

Got stopped by a guy advertising for the rock wall. Didn't really want to climb so we told him we were broke. He was sad, so he asked for hugs. And he got hugs. If only he was better looking.

Looked around in more stores. [Everything fun there was expensive, I swear.] Ate some baked potatoes, after fighting off some bees.
Anna and Nicole tried on some velvet tunics. Walked around a bit more, and sat to watch the beginning of a joust. But didn't stay too long, because we had poor seats, none of the knights were attractive, and the Mud Show was going to start soon.

Ahh. The Mud Show.
Okay, so there were two sides, because the audience had to participate [cheering and such]. We were the Spartans and the other side were the Trojans. Each side had it's own chant. I dont' remember ours, because it wasn't funny, but the Trojans were "TROJANS, TROJANS, We will never break!" *hip thrust* Get it? Hehe. And the whole show was just outdoing the otherside. The trojan guy did a belly flop into the mud, after our guy put his face in the mud [After drawing a face in it...].
In the end the announcer guy ate mud. It was all quite funny. They kept making 'references' and the children were all clueless.

After that we wandered about some more. Anna and Nicole tried on some bodices. [Notice I didn't try on squat? I felt I already did my part, seeing as I was wearing a skirt. I'm never going to let go of that... even though I have been considering getting one...] And then meandered our way over to an area that we skipped over.

So we're walking and a guy walks up. He had on those pants that make guys look like they have big asses and a feather hat. "There are three ladies without escorts" and something about 3 guys behind us. Me and Nicole, like senseful people tried to walk away really fast, but Anna stopped to look at the pretty lake. Silly her.
He came up to her and took her hand and kissed it. And asked if he could kidnap her. And Anna was in her "WTF is going on?" mode. He said something about getting ladies to the three [old and large] men, but one of them said something about "Not wanting to get in trouble". God bless their souls... considering I was hiding behind Nicole. And here's what went on with Anna...

Guy:"What is your name my love?"

Anna:..."Anna"

Guy: *moves a bit of her hair and kisses her temple* "I am Will."

Anna: *slowly inches away to Nicole and Tori...then mad dash to the Joust to tell her mom what happened*

Then after some persuasion, and some dragging, we went back to the area. Creepy Will had left, so we played some batchee [that's not how you spell it...] with some kids, until they left. And some fairies arrived.

This is my favorite part. We played some game that involved stones. And the whole time the fairies would accuse eachother of cheating, but they'd abruptly stop and go "Youuur Tuuuurn". They were flipping awesome. In the end some girl from Spain [in this gooorgeous blue dress] won. And we got a shiny rock as a momento.

Stuck around for a court hearing with Elizibeth I. It was quite amusing. There was a belly dancer [were the fairies tried to mimick the girl], a puppet show, and then the fairies sang a song about how spoiled Elizibethe was. It was funny. <3

After it was all said and done we went and sat around a chocolate store waiting for Anna's parents. While tormenting a poor samurai. Well... not really, but Nicole saw him and said "Hey! A samurai!" And he turned around looking for whoever called him. Did it again once or twice before he left.

Then I we left. I got a pretty yellow rose. [though it wilted *tear*]

Drove about an hour and stopped at [Harold and Kumar go to...] White Castle, and ate some of their cute little Chicken Sand. Such little food was suprisingly filling.

Yeah. I'm done now.
Nothing else too exciting. Except this is the second last Tuesday before school starts.

YAY!
I am with computer once again.
Well monitor actually. Ours went out after we came back from my aunts house.

Went into relapse for a little while, but just slept alot to make up for it.

Nothing new with me lately other than the fact that I got my school schedule and some thing about my dad.

He got another DUI again or something. And the state's gonna clean him up whether he likes it or not. I cried. Even though I never see him (at my own choice) and think he had it coming ages ago. I love him. But that love is limited to his sober self.
Gram says he might be gone over Christmas.

Blehh.


I got tagged.

Were you a planned baby?: No. The only planned one was Kyle.
Were you the first?: Yupp
Were your parents married when you were born?: Yeah.
What is your birthday?: Apr. 29. 1991

Part 2: My Family

How would you describe your family?: Extremely dysfunctional...
Are your parents married, divorced or separated? Divorced.
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? Refer to Part 1, Question 2.
What are your siblings’ names? Kyle and Stephanie.
Which parent do you get along with best?: Ehh. I only recently started to actuallly bond with my dad. And my relationship with my mom fluxuates.
Do you have step parents? No, and probably never will.

Part 3: The Friends


Do you have more than one best friend?: Duh.
Who are your good friends?: Hmm. Karyn and Angela of course. And then Anna and Nicole.
Do you share the same interests?: For the most part. But not exactly the same. Otherwise it'd be awfully boring.
Which friend can you tell anything to?: All of the above actually. But I've known Anna forever, so she'd be the first.


Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?: Moderate.
Do you get depressed about things easily?: Not really. But they do eat at the back of my mind like freakin termites. To the point where I lose sleep from them.
Are you happy?: more nuetral than anything.
Do you live life to the fullest? No. That would involve an amount of effort that I don't have.


Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look?: It's okay. Better this than being a bajillion pounds.
Any piercing: The ears. And I'll probably get the nose for my birthday.
How do you dress?: Comfortably. And I'm trying to get away from the dark colors that are my wardrobe.


Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child? I acted more like a boy. Played with tonka toys, dinasaurs, hot wheels, and killed my barbies.
Who did you used to love that you no longer do? Old friends.
Do you have the same friends?: From elementary? Some.


Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition? Success I guess.
Want to get married?: Sure.


Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: Indoors. But I do love camping.
What is your favorite season: Spring. Hands down.
Favorite weather?: Warm rain, or a comfortable sunshine.
Do you like walking in the rain?: As long as it isn't freezing.


Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?: I was. Until bacon tempted me. Though I don't really eat meat on a regular basis. Just noodles and veggies.
What is your favorite food?: Ramen or Angel Hair Pasta.
What is your favorite restaurant?: Red Robin I guess.
Are you a fussy eater?: Not really. Though people do find it weird that I live in Wisconsin and the only cheese I like is pretty much artificial. (save for the cheese on pizzas.)


Part 10:

Relationships and Love

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: Wouldn't know. I tend to avoid that whole 'scene'.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No.

My hair now barely touches my shoulders.
They lopped off 5 inches of my hair.

before
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after
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It makes me so happy

I just want to dance about and such.

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New Deviantart confuses me. O_o
It took me forever to figure out how to get to my journal.

So Deviantart has been pretty crappy to me lately...

I'm surprised i managed to get this far without it going
"I'm sorry, but this browser isn't working" or w/e

-_- gaahhh

i'll reply tomorrow